JusT haD mI eNg exaM 2daE... oh Mi... iT waS vR toUgh... diDn't incLudE thE timE n vEnUe thiNgy 4 tHe rePorT wrItinG... deN compO oso a bIt oUt oF topIc... soBs... tHe fUnny thinG waS daT aLmosT evrybodY wrotE the saMe thing... conFirm gT somEbody diEd in tHeir coMpo, thiNk mS aNg gonNa hav a 'dyinG' tiMe rEadinG the saMe kinD of stoRy, hehEx.... deN thE coMprE waS harD!! diDn't rEalli UndErstanD thE pasSages... oH no!! i scrEweD up thE whoLe papeR!! >.< 3 daEs breaK b4 thE nxT papEr becoZ itS weEkenD n Labour daE... realLi nD 2 stUdy harD!! tmR goiN bcK scH 4 pHy... evryboDy jia yOu!! gD lUck 4 uR paPers!! =)
what we could have been, Friday, April 28, 2006.
Mid-yr eXam is cuminG tiZ fRi!! oh no... realLi nD 2 reVise n reVise!! weEkend is no LongEr weEkend!! iT'lL bE revIsion daE... realLi nO cHoicE readI... duN wanNa faiL anY eXams...
thEse 2 nitEs i haD prOb wiF sLeepiNg... rEalLy stRangE... i tHinK thE laSt timE i caNt sLeeP waS a yr ago... usUalLy i'Ld juSt doZed oF onCe i'm oN mi beD... yEst nitE i haD 2 toSs n tUrn foR 2 hrS b4 i caN finalLy sLeep... heLp!! i haTe it whEn i caNt sLeep!! =(
tiZ morNing woKe Up latE n haD 2 rusH dowN 2 caTch mi bUs 4 pHy 'tUitioN' iN scH... LuckiLy mR cHeonG was evEn laTer tHan mE, haHaz... diD tYs tHr untiL arOunD tWeLve o'cLock n weNt to haV luNch wiF mi bro, grandmA n cOusinS aT sUnteC... waLkeD aroUnd suNteC n weNt 2 fuNAn 2 bUy boOk wiF mi brO... dEn wEnt hoMe... mI mUm calLed... toK bouT lotS of tHingS... 'unUsuaL thinGs', hahaZ... bT it waS kindA fuN n funNy... =)
haVe 2 bUrn miD-nitE oiL 2nite... sobS... nd 2 catcH Up wiF mi rEvisioN... betTa go nW...
what we could have been, Saturday, April 22, 2006.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
i recEiveD an e-Mail froM mi fRen 2daE.. iT LookS lyk tIz...You have to read this it is absolutely beautiful...... Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, " love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair, staring at the flower. A year went by, and and she lived without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, the doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock. Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop. The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain, Why would someone would do this to her, causing her such pain? "I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago," The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know. The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance. Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance. There is a standing order, that I have on file down here, And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year. There also is another thing, that I think you should know, He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago. Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here, that's the card that should be sent to you the following year." She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard. Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card. Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note. Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote... "Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone. I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome. I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real. Or if it was the other way, I know how I would feel. The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life. I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife. You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need. I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve. I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears. That is why the roses will be sent to you for years. When you get these roses, think of all the happiness that we had together, and how both of us were blessed. I have always loved you and I know I always will. But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still. Please...try to find happiness, while living out your days. I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.The roses will come every year, and they will only stop, When your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock. He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out. But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt! To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him and place the roses where we are, together once again. . ."Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it... and if you do... cherish them and tell them how much you love them... isn't the storie sweet??...
what we could have been, Wednesday, April 19, 2006.
erM... nutHing mucH hapPened iN scH 2daE... Eng eNricHment waS caNcelLed... tiMe iS pasSinG by so Fast... evRy minS seEms 2 pasS by iN a fLash... n exAm is cuMing!! oH my... y caNt i finD miseLf tiMe 2 stuDy?? realLy geTtinG anXiouS... bT evrydaE iS realLy vr pacKed... soBs...
saT doWn 4 a whIle 2 tHink bouT stuFfs jusT nw... aboUt waD hapPened iN mi liFe... sUmtimeS i woUld wondeR iF i haD speNt mi daE DoinG tHe rigHt thiNg... bT waD is rigHt n waD is wRonG??? tiZ kiNd oF thinG is realLy daMn conFusinG... >.<>
tHere'rE jUst so Many thinGs daT i cOuldn'T unDerstaNd...
[queStionS iN MinD...]
what we could have been, Tuesday, April 18, 2006.
sEems Lyk it Has bEen vr LonG siNcE i LasT bLoggEd... diDn't haV timE 2 + busY LoOkinG 4 a nEw sKin... it'S a neW skIn nW... supEr pinKy... haHa... bT i tHink sHoulD bE nT baD huH? wilL keEp oN loOkinG 4 a beTtEr oNe...
updAtinG tHe fEw daEs daT i nVr bLoggeD...
haD tiZ adAm kHoo worKshop... aT firsT thoT daT it's gonNa bE boRinG, iMaginE, 13 whoLe hrS iN tHe scHooL... bT it tuRnEd ouT 2 bE FUN!!! =) grEateSt grAtiTudE 2 tHe trAinErs!!! Amin, DanNy, wAynE n cHunLay[diD i sPelL corRecTly??]!!!!
tHe coursE haD beEn vR intereStinG, LeaRn LotS oF stUfF... foR sTudiEs n osO foR ouR LifE...
Many ppL crIed oN thE seConD daE... dEn osO oN thE enDinG ceRemonY... vR touChinG... ='( dEn wE haD ouR cLass pHotO... tiZ tiMe waS diFf... wE gt exTra shoTs iN smalL groUps... hopE it'lL turN ouT welL...
NutHinG mucH hapPeneD nxT... oR maybE it's mE who forGotTen readI... hehex...
MID-YEAR IS CUMING!!! oh no!!! sobs....
what we could have been, Saturday, April 15, 2006.