i'm back!! gotten back some of the prelims results these past few daes... wasnt realli a satisfaction n i failed mi eng paper 2!!! oh mi gosh!! where should i go nw?? weiling said dat at least a d7 is required to enter poly.. guess i need to go ITE!! sobs... i need to improve mi eng!! another bad thing was dat Ms ang didnt include me in any of the groups!! i find it kinda weird if i am to see her after the other groups and not knowing wad to ask or do... sobs.. anybody wanna go wif me?? tmr i'm gettin back ss i think... mi humanities marks depend on tis paper!! pls let me do well in tis one!!hmm... mi poor memory has gotten worse... i hav difficulties remembering wad i had talked about now... suddenly thot of 'A moment to remember' whereby the gal suffer from alzheimer(if i nvr spell it wrongly).. the gal's condition gt so bad dat she cant even return to her own home and forget about her family and husband... i dun wanna be lyk dat!! oh crap!! wad if i really becum lyk dat??? many things happened recently.. good and bad ones.. i just gt so confused sometimes and just feel lyk crying out loud.. of coz i knw dat i cant do dat considering there isnt much time when i hav the chance to even be alone.. all these craps that r cuming up r just too much for me to handle... i tried and tried.. bt nuthing seems to be solved.. i'm so exhausted.. plus the shock dat i gt after getting back the test papers.. i'm gonna try nt to think so much nw!! it's bad for health!! did i mention that there are sales everywhere nw??!! i bought two mickey shirts from m-industry... i wanna shop!! bt i'm having financial crisis nw ( due to everspending, hahax =p) i wanna save money!! first thing to do after o' lvl : shop and shop and shop!! =) btw todae is LC's bdae!! (to those who dunno, LC is mi cousin and nt Mr Cheong!!) happie bdae!!i miss ya lots!! enjoy urself there kay??? hope to see u soon!!!
what we could have been, Tuesday, September 26, 2006.